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ok so alex made me realize that my last journal entry was HORRENDOUS and I never want to look at it again. so to clear things up me and Dakota DO NOT GO OUT ANYMORE and DO NOT SPEAK. hahah so there
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[28 Dec 2005|09:01pm] |
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hi from me and Dakota . yeah thats right its dakota and hes at my house. I haven't updated in forever oh well. we're giving each other keeses. yay! alrighty lots has happened since september and in dakota's words it was "kick ass" haha. alrighty well I need to go bye bye
Victoria
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[21 Sep 2005|07:57pm] |
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YAY MY GEOMTRY COURSE IS OVER!!!! NEVER AGAIN SHALL I LOOK AT GEOMETRY!!!! hahah anyways yay I'm happy. I can't wait for Saturday its going to be the best!!!. alrighty well I just wanted to let everyone know how happy I am to have my geometry done GOOD JOB VICTORIA
Victoria
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[09 Sep 2005|11:14pm] |
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hey just got back from the football game and twas tres fun. I have to say the highlight though was Dakota wearing my sweater. you all know he looked DAMN fine in that thing hahahahaha. it was great. anyways yay GLASS WON 7-0 I didn't really watch the game but I know we won YAY!!!!! yeah well I need to go to sleep because I don't know if im working or not tomarrow. I need to start studying for geometry... oh well today was fun. some little sophmores need to back their asses off though. hahh I mean what the hell? oh well I'm not worried but please you have to be dumb. anyways I need to go to sleep once again so im going to go bye bye!!!
Victoria
p.s. that Napoleon dynamite thing at the pep rally today was the SHITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT it was so great
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[04 Sep 2005|08:09pm] |
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hey me and esther are at alex's and he's looking at his cats shaved ass. and esther is taking down characteristics of a prost for alex. its going to be the shit
Victoria
go alex go
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[29 Aug 2005|07:00pm] |
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first day oh school..... well not too bad besides the fact I had these horrible pains in my stomach today. it was bad. I'm glad Ria is gving me a ride this year its fun. we pulled up just when Esther got there too so it was swell. we explored the school a little bit. Lunch was good I guess I have Ria, Michael, drew, and Dakota in there with me. but it sucks because my biotch Terd is in 1st lunch. Poor esther NO ONE in there. well I hope it will get better.
anyways I got the BEST locker of ALL TIMES. hahah besides the fact that its on the 3rd floor. but its the one all by itself at the very end by Mme Jones room. besttttttttttttttt locker hahahaha. alright well I might go running with Ria tonight we're feeling fat hahaha. I'm going to like die but oh well alrighty bye bye
Victoria
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[18 Aug 2005|10:41pm] |
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yay so im back from utah. THANK GOD. I missed esther and dakota and ria a whole hell of a lot and was just pining away to come back. I mean if I could have I would have gotten on a plane and come home way early. actually I didn't want to go at all.
anyways got back today and I went over to dakotas which was fun he got me this bear that he said was the ugliest tackiest one he could find. its the shyt. its fushia with these like vinyl yellow underwear on and a yellow cape and a yellow mask and it says "super chick" on its chest. hahah it awesome plus he got me some napolean dynamite shiite. its awesome. its going to suck when I can't hang around with my friends when ever when school starts.
I got a new dress out in utah its awesome. its strapless and its balck with little white polka dots all over it. and its strapless and cmoes down a little below the knee and it kind of poofy at the botom with some of that meshy lacy crap sticking out of the bottom. some oner needs to have like an end of summer tea party hahah so I can wear it. its great.
ok I shoudl go to sleep since im working tomarrow. ugh I know I won't be able to sleep.... ugh me and esther need to go to the fabric store so we cna make our you know what costumes. NO IM NOT TELLING you all would steal the most awesome idea of ALL TIME. don't be jealous hahaha. alright bye bye!!
Victoria <3
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[06 Aug 2005|06:13pm] |
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yeah so you must be able to tell im dieing of boredom because im actually updating. Well I just read my last years worth of lj entries and I loved the stuff when I said stuff like " I find someone interesting but nothing will come out of it I'm sure.. I just want to look" but then something actually did come out of it! thats just crazy to me. and its crazy we have only known each other for like 4 and a half months. thats crazy. hahah I love those old entries. except when I called myself a stupid fuck. that Night was sooo bad but it turns out if I wasn't so paranoid it wasn't that bad hahaha alright well im bored and I wish esthers phone woudl work alrighty well Ill go bye bye
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[05 Aug 2005|03:49pm] |
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soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo stressed out. I have an exam on tuesday. then I have to finish a whole other half a year of geometry in a about a week and take an exam before school starts. some parts of this summer have been SOOOOOOOOOOO good but other parts have been the worst summer ever.
Now im all lonely again. ANOTHER 10 days thats the 3rd time this summer. I thought I was lonely when I had no one but then when your apart theres a whole new type of loneliness.
yeah well I bought the Gavin Degraw CD and i don't care if anybody doesn't like him. Because I sure do A LOT. so far its "unstressed" me a lot. when really I need the stress to get motivated. I should be using this time more wisely. This may sound dumb. but I feel like I'm ready for school. except not I DON'T KNOW. I want to spend time with my friends a lot but I can't anyways because of school crap. UGHHHHHHHHHHHHH this is the worst.
anyways feeling super lonely today. Im sure I'll feel worse tonight. I hope Ria can come over so I can talk to her about it..... alright well im going to go and listen to more Gavin and be a lazy ass.
Victoria
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[03 Aug 2005|10:16pm] |
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hey! today was fun even though it started off a littel awkward. it ended up tres fun even though I "knew" what was going to happen. hahahaha I'm not going to explain anymore. anyways this whole geometry thing is freaking me out and im going over to dakotas tomarrow and of course hes leaving for like 6 days and the day he gets back I leave for 5 days. Luckily its not 10 like originally. I mean I swear these trips!!!. anyways I went to see Ria's germans it was fun. I was amazed how well they spoke english. alright well I should go to bed. man I want to talk to esther shes at the beach! hahah I heard from todd that drew went with you!. SWEET! hahahahha anyways I have to go but not really hahah bye bye
Victoria
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[30 Jul 2005|10:57pm] |
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Hey im back from London and I DIDN'T DIE yay! it scared me so bad but I don't feel like expklainging it all I willl later but Im home I know you all are happy alright I have to go bye bye
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YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok so this may sound stupid and Sad but I finally completed all my summer goals from last summer YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the last goal wasn't as great as I thought it would be but oh well I DON't CAre!!! yay!!!
anyways today I wento Charlie and the Chocolate Factory with Dakota and it was the shyt you all should go see it. But Im even more excited about THE CORPSE BRIDE Tim Burton's next movie. IT HAS A CHARACTER NAMED VICTORIA !! its great!
anyways Im leaving tomarrow which is why today was sad but still it will be fun ill take pictures. LONDON HERE I COME. I want to get an embrella with a big union jack on it. If there is one it WILL be mine.
anyways I had to say goodbye I won't be updating for a while. also if esther reads this HAVE A GREAT TIME IN CALI AND WE NEED TO HANG OUT WHEN WERE BOTH HERE!!!!LYLAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahaha anyways ILL go bye bye!!!
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I just got back from Dakotas and it was fun. We didn't do much of anything but walk around and stuff but it was fun. He got me a stuffed frog in tennessee and his name is Herman El Bandito, he's the shyt. I can tell you guys are jealous. I see how it is. Alright well I was supposed to work this morning but do to annoying circumstances I didn't but oh well. I need to do math tomarrow.
Oh im going to London Tuesday.... Scary. but it will be fun. I can't wait. Or sort of. I probably won't see my dawg esther or Dakota for a while but oh well. I hope I don't get blown up. I doubt theyll attack again but oh well. nothing I can do.
anyways I was bored and I can't wait for pictures from the beach "hint hint" esther HAHAHAHH That will be the shyt. I wish I could be there. BUt stupid school stuff UGH. anyways I think me and Dakota are going ot have a rematch in badminton tomarrow and guess who is going to whoop his ass ME!!! I will be the shyt. haha alright im sure Ive bored you enough Ill talk to you later au revoir from me and Herman El Bandito.
Victoria
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[05 Jul 2005|07:01pm] |
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YAY I got Dakota's postcard today. Oh and yes that is the person whose name I haven't given in the past I mean I relized I just don't care. I wish he would come back..... Bleh anyways I just went and saw War of the worlds and mais bien sur it scared the crap out of me. hahahah but Yeah I'm bored and I want an email back from Dakota... Maybe mine didn't send but its driving me crazy. If he doesn't answer by tomarrow Ill write him another one. I'm retarded I know but Oh well. ohhh also I found out someone was working somehwere b accident . I sure wish they didn't. Oh well I'm bored and wishing Dakota would come back AH THIS IS RETARDED anyways I might call somebody to do something but its unlikely so anyways bye bye
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this feeling is the worst. Last night I was laying in bed Crying then with one phone call I was relieved and happy once more then this afternoon with one phone call the sadness commenced once more. I don't feel like talking and I'm tired of crying. and I don't know why i cry how can I have these kind of feelings after such a short time. I'm sure I seem like a freak to them now but I don't know emotions are hard on me sometimes. tearing up... and I hate it. I don't want to think of them being gone sounds so classic teenage girl but I don't care its true. not seeing them until August... thats a long time.. and no communication except maybe a post card.
So I'm going to mope and hopefully hang out with them before they leave this week but My grandparents are coming from Ohio and its hard to say sorry grandma even though I haven't seen you in a year I need to go spend time with so and so, so Later I can sob about it. fabulous My probalems are not that big of a deal but they are to me.
Bleh Im going to hang around waiting for another call that im sure will have me full of sadness at the end. Its not their fault its just me being..... well me. so I'm going to go and stare out my window and be a retarded longing teenage girl sucked into her own little world
Victoria
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Yeah I wish a certain person would call I don't know why I don't just use their name but I don't feel like it so there. He called last night and we talked, it was pretty swell I was afraid therewould be all these stupid awkward silences and I mean there were a few but not nearly as many as I thought. Anyways I WOULD call him YES i WOULD but for some phone complications.
I need to tell my mom about him in a hurry and I think if he called it would help. Because shed be like WHO ARE YOU TALKING TO? and then id tell her. but anyways Ill go and sit here mindlessly.haha bye bye
Victoria
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[29 Apr 2005|07:05pm] |
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Yeah well so I have been sitting at this stupid computer forever because I keep waiting for "someone" to get online and he has not got on which puts all these paranoid thoughts in my head. Its not like he even said he would get on I just want him to because I like barely talk to him which is stupid because I know he likes me and I like him so what is my problem.... I have to say I just don't know. And I really don't want to just sit here and wait for him. Yeah Its the best and worst thing anyways I wanted to say that Because My head hurst from staring at this screen so long
..... I bet hes alseep... which is ok
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yeah so no one would belive me that I was not going to get a car and guess what IM NOT I talked to my dad and they're not going ot ehlp me out and my mom has already told me that i won't get help. which means I will be the only one of my friends who will not have a car... only one... lets name some of the people that will have cars
Ria has one Drew esther michael Sayward Meredith
I will not ever be able to use my moms car I know because she needs a car to gte around in so hopefully my friends will be nice to me no one believed me but here it is I will not get a car. everyone ask "what kind of car are you getting" and the answer is NONE. so there and now im even more of a loser. the end.
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I am a stupid Fuck
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yeah so Haveen't updated for a lonnngggg time,
so Im not sure how often i will be writing in this but Luke told me I should today and then I was sitting up in my room with nothing to do when I'm like well why don't i just update
so anyways in my life....today I played ping pong with dylan for like the first time since this past summer haha good times. Dylan yelled at me alot because I suck THE WORST. then Dylan chased me into the house because i wouldn't get the ping pong ball from behind the couch so I ran inside and found the best hiding spot in my house ever. Seee in our downstairs bathroom theres a window so i hid right below the window so when dylan tried to openb the door it was locked but when he looked in the window he was like "mom wheres Victoria? the doors locked but shes not in there!?" haha so yeah im the shit.
on another topic my dads house is really coming along and is going to be so awesome when its done. I am scary when I have been working in that house all day coming out with crazy hair and paint dust and goggles on hahahah scary scary scary.
so yeah tomarrow im going to Mr.s ECG with Esther and Drew and it should be way fun it was sooo funny last year can't wait for that.
I have also decided I am like the most nervous person you will ever meet I get nervous over nothing and this is what I mean. We will get a break in class to just talk and whatever and I get so nervous over just sitting there talking that I feel like im going to throw up. It is the WORST THING EVER. So if there is something that I am really worried about IMAGINE THAT I feel like im going to die. anyways I thought I'd let you know who knwos why I just felt like it....
can't wait for summer..... more like I can't wait for London. I am just a world traveller this year.
So on another note i find "someone" kind of "interesting" so well see where that goes who knows but don't focus on that its just a minor thought that I thought i should mention but probably will never talk about but who knows.
anyways WERE GETTONG AIR CONDITIOING YES REAL AIRCONDITIONING RIGHT AS WERE .... whooops can't say that. Anyways it will be great. no dieing tring to go to bed. Imagine a naturally nervous person with no sleep... scary
anyways I must go because this is WAYYYYY TOO LONG and pointless so au revoir who knows how long it will be til the next entry
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